So It is 01:14 AM It is raining (again) when it is supposed to the end of May, but the UK being the wonderful country we are it of course is raining. I had leftover takeaway for supper (so much for the healthy eating, but it is the weekend and I am being naughty before … Continue reading Taking a moment to look at my surroundings
Intentionally damaging and injuring the body. A way of coping. Bleeding instead of crying, but most of the time doing both. A visual reminder of the low times in life. I don't know what led me to self harm, I don't remember the first time I did it. I remember punishing myself by not eating, … Continue reading The Devil that is self Harm
Pretty much everyone has body worries, too tall, too short, no thigh gap, or for most of us.... TOO FAT!! I come under the obese category, 5 ft 5 inches and 103kg. BMI of 37.3 (lower than what I was!) When I was in school I went through a stage of eating less and liking … Continue reading Weight, History and Eating Disorders
At present PCOS defines me.... It was first mentioned when I snuck to the shops but actually went to the doctor secretly at 15. 9 years later I let this rule me, and it is slowly taking over. The NHS defines … Continue reading This thing they call PCOS
I get judged a lot.... Not for looking 'Gay' or whatever label people give my situation, (by the way I identify as Bisexual, but that doesn't matter anyway!) I get judged because I work long days, I am overweight, I have tattoos, and I support structure and discipline, and I hate liars. I am open … Continue reading Scary Stuff
Well here goes.... Stats 24 Female Married (same sex) UK Welsh I have let PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) rule me for far too long!! And I am sick of it!! I have pushed away friends and family because of silly little things. BUT WAIT!! Yes they may seem silly but then I realised that they … Continue reading A little bit about me….